Ugh it's been forever since I posted and really this is shit hahaha,
but I've been feeling so weird these days. I'm really really worried about homework. :O
I only have 4 more days to do everything and I'm so far behind. (Fuck it)
I haven't started on english newspaper articles goddamnit. :O

my dreams are so weird. I dreamt lao shi wasn't our chinese teacher next year. ohmyfgod so sad!!!! I totally felt like I was gonna cry :(

Does anyone know whether zoey has disappeared from this world or something? 'cause that would make alot of sense. :D
haha, since I haven't heard from her for like 2 weeks now. and I had this dream she migrated to shanghai. ohwow great now I think that there is a possibility that she did without getting the chance to tell me haha.

I hope my dreams don't come true

Went out with Denise, but no photos :O HAHA, we were totally enjoying life. had soup at the soup spoon while chatting about the christmas party. then ended up walking around (really long walk please)
Saw this really really really hot guy. and Denise said the guy was looking at us too HAHAHAHHA :D hot~~~ then we decided that we needed another tea break. so we went to bakerzin and ate cake :D ended up spending like $10 another HAHAHA. Then we were like walking around, hoping to see the really hot guy. goodness. we're ridiculous haha :D


Have I mentioned I finally pierced my ears? No. well, I FINALLY PIERCED MY EARS. :D



It's been forever, since the day.
I don't know how to feel anymore.
the whole thing is just fucking insane.

I've given up. really.
HAHA totally not doing anything now
I'm not too worried for physics
its history i've given up on HAHAHA AWESOME :D

Someone should tell me to start studying Woops.

I'm having mood swings fuck.
 

Who said that it's better to have loved and lost,
I wish that I had never loved at all

Freaking four more papers to go.
Let's prepare to fail.


Because I'm stupid 
Because I don't think
Because I've done this before

Well, I don't know why i'm posting again.
Its probably because of how shit I'm feeling right now hahaha~

isn't that weird? I'm feeling like shit now.
hmm, maybe its the exams. but really. ugh,
I think I'm just going a little crazy myself.
my imagination's running wild as well.

Maybe I'm just insane. always have been, always will?



Don't tell me I fell in love on my own 
~
Doesn't that sound pretty? hmm I think so. hahaha.

okay, back to SS now :/

I haven't posted in forever but I decided I wanted to post now 'cause I'm so irritated, with the lack of sleep.

Okay, I haven't slept well in 3 nights.
Because of the sadistic nightmares I've been having and I can't sleep after I wake. Insomnia?

its really retarded. and its the same dream every night, more of like a  continuation of the previous night which to me just really sucks. what, am I creating a story?! different chapters?!

ughughugh, people ALWAYS die in my dreams. but they're all trying to help me get away from these two 'bad guys'. One looks like Einstein and the other is a robot (don't ask me why)
so einstein and robot try and get this red cube from me and I keep running away and then people who are trying to help me all die.
Take last night for example, Suet Liz Aricia and Janice all died in a bomb. My sister and my mum died by the weird lazer rays. And zoey got her head chopped off. 
So yes,, my dreams are evil and sadistic.
I'm so sick of them. 
They make me cry 'cause everyone dies! :/

Because of them, I ONLY SLEPT TWO HOURS LAST NIGHT AND CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO STOP DREAMING 'CAUSE MY DREAMS ARE KILLING ME. :/

 No right now I'm just fucking pissed off. 
yes. angry.
:@

but today was awesome. yes it was.

No it wasn't.

:@

FUCK. 
:@:@:@:@:@:@
can everyone I hate just die right now. i don't want to fucking see your faces ever again in front of my face. damned people. I can just rip your throats out and feel awesome about it right now.

:@:@:@
I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

I can just totally kill people now.

:@

PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY EVEN READ THIS, GO LISTEN TO RICHMAN BY 3OH!3 BECAUSE ITS THE BEST SONG EVER~ 

 Life's been a mess.
But last night and today are great :)
hahahaha(:

Although I've got a horrible headache. ugh.

( Weird feelings under cut. )</div>

 
 

 Just so that I can say the opposite of what I did at the start of my last post, 
I Am Sad.

And of course I don't blame Suet for talking to me. 
Suet's right anyway,
I have to face what I am going through
What's the point of hiding from it again right?

And I think it was downright funny when we both started crying before she said anything
Because she knew what she was gonna say and I knew what she was gonna say :/

SIGH :/

but suet's right,
she is. 
She makes sense.

:/

 :D:D:D I am Happy(: HAHAHA
okay, that was retarded. 
And I haven't blogged in ages. but the truth of the matter is, I am freaking the happiest I've been in this whole year since yesterday and I really mean it. 
its enjoyable (:

I hope it lasts. And I AM going to finish all my homework even if it Does take forever ~ 
SO YEAH.

:D:D How can anyone be so happy anyway?
HAHAHAHAHAHA(:

Life's just, good. yeah, that's the best word to say it. Good. (:
Not to mention I've done better in all my common tests (all of which I thought I would fail) but yes I've done better than i expected (: Which isn't really much compared to the results of RESHMA -.- But yes, its better than I thought I would do. :)

iloveyou and all the amazing things that come with you~ HAHAHA(:

Take me up,
bring me down


Maybe life's just perfect some days and horrid on others

Amath sucks to the max, but c'mon,
Biology and history weren't That bad.
I think :/
So Now, 

CHEM AND EMATH LEFT. :/

ily
Life's just perfect like that. :)